Writer's Block: Categorically speaking ...

If the interior discussion in your head were indexed by category, what would the five most recurring subjects be?

1. Pirates ( Peter Pan ... historical )

2. Music ( songs continusly play like a playlist )

3 . History ( i constantly think about it )

4. Ideas for future stories / Fan-Fics / Or Fan art.

5. Chicken nuggets ( 0.o ..... )

Picking up the Cello.

Ive been debating it along time now, violin or cello. i use to have a violin but i let my father pawn it for something he wanted. Now that i have some money, im wanting to bymyself a cello. ( the big upright violin, it has a low /deep sound that i love.) I cant wait to get my hands on one <3 . When i learn how to play i may make a youtube vid , I Love Classical Music , and id love to learn the 1812 symphony ,or Nocturne , or Canon in D. (I love those 3)
Well , i just wanted to give an update sence i havent been on here in ages. heres a vid of whatid like to play if i ever do get a cello. Grandma told me " you can do it , If you set your mind to it. " I think i could because i do have a connection to the cello , but anyways im rambling on ...heres the video :)

P.S. ...Ive become completly Obsessed with Napoleon Bonaparte , man im such a history geek XD.



If you could only listen to one music genre for the rest of your life (classical, rock, jazz, etc.), what would you choose, and why?

I would definatley choose classical , sence it seems i listen to it all the time anyway, im a major history geek, and when i listen to it ,i close my eyes and "travel back in time". it is wonderful <3 i love : Chopin , Tchaikosky , Pachbell , Beethoven , Mozart ... ( i love all but they are my faves in that order. ^_^ my favorite song of alltime: 1812 symphony. <3

School daze ( ive been to 10 diffrent school ) : writers block.

Did you remain at the same school(s) or transfer to a number of different schools growing up? How did your early educational experiences impact your self-esteem and confidence?

when i was 3 years old my family moved to where we have been living for the past 17 years.

( the 8th of next month to be exact will make it 17 years.)

but ive been to 10 schools and lived in the same place.

kindegarten to 2nd grade i was at grantie falls elementary school

3rd and 4th grade was at hilderbran elemntary school

5th grade was at ray childers elemntary school

6th grade was at east burke middle school. ( i had a bomb threat on me in that school.)

6th grade to 8th grade i was in heritage christian school. ( i was put back in 6th grade again because they were too full in 7th grade. and i only went half the year for 8th grade , my friends moved away out of state and no one else in the school liked me so i begged my parents to let me go back to public.)

second half of 8th grade : i went to granite falls middle school.

9th grade : i went to south caldwell high for half the year then , i went to east burke high.

( after a big problem happened my mom took me out of high school for good , i was 16. )

i tried homeschooling for one month. i didnt like it.

so i got my adult basic high school degree , and ive been in college classes for 2 years in caldwell community college and technical institute.

( and i was in blue ridge job core in marion VA for 3 weeks. ) so technically it was 11 schools.

well , i had a few friends in school . probably 5 or 6 through out my entire school experience. i was the weird un popular kid. ( no im not trying to sound like a sob story. lol . just telling the truth.) the kids made fun of me all the time for my religion / looks / weight , ect.

it did take a toll on my esteem , i grew up hating myself , crying all the time. now im on college and i noticed they still avoid me. haha , like in my history class , i noticed kids i went to school with, and the next day of class the 2 rows infront of me were completley barren and everyone is on the opposite side of the room. oh well , it hurts a little , but im glad i have online friends. * hugs everyone * ive learnt that i like what i like and i should never be embarrassed about myself ,

* Im a Fan-Girl and im Proud!*

ive been to many schools , and trouble has fallowed me everywhere. but im in college and im somewhat happy with life.

End of the Year Update.

Hello everyone!

sorry i havent been on the internet much latley , but i went ahead and made a stock account on Da , i have some request on there with pantyhose and stuff , please dont be offended by the pictures i may post on that account ,

i go back to school january 7th , ill be taking world civilization 2 / photography / and Family law.

my grandfather ( the one with altzhimers ) is not getting any better.

well , thats about all that has been up in my neck of the woods , i hope everyone has a happy new year , love~ jessica

Mash Game: Tmnt style

Behold... My Future
  I will marry Raphael.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in new york city in our fabulous Shack.  
  We will have 7 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a blue double seated bicycle.
  I will spend my days as a model, and live happily ever after.  
whats your future

Writer's Block: what was your first job?

What was your first job?

My first job only lasted me a grand total of 13 hours ( so embarrassing i know ... ) and i havent been able to find a job sence ( durn economy ).
i worked at walmart . i was supposed to upgrade to head of stocking department when it officialy opened in Grantie falls ( the town close to where i live) but , they needed people to construct the insides, it was weird to go in there and find a big building with nothing at all inside it. you think of walmart you thick of cheap store galore or something , but anyway, for 13 hours i did construction , then when it came time for me to be the head of the department , my friend was supposed to get hired , but somone had taken her placeand she and her mom really needed money. so .... i quit ( very embarassing) but i told them to give my place to her , i didnt say anything to her , but a few days later she runs up to me at school and says " jess , im going to orientation this week! i finaaly really got the job!" i didnt really say anything but " thats cool , im happy for ya... " so , she has been working there sence last febuary , 2008 , and shes maintained the job , and i still aint found another one sence then , oh well. as for now im going to college , i guess it could kinda count as a job. ^_^
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    none , left my head phones at home :(
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Friday's Date and the Busty Princess ^_^

i wanted to share a picture my friend did for me :

This is the original picture:

and after my friend worked his magic:

you can view his D.A. account here :


he made me look pretty ;) haha! i have blue eyes! ^_^ anyways , i wanted to share it with my lj friends ^_^

also : about fridays date for those who wanted to know :

I went out and he payed for the lunch and took me to get gems . we sat down and sifted through a big pail full of rocks , i did get a few nice gems like amathest , emeralds and a sapphire ^_^ but after nearly 4 hours of a date , i came to the conclusion that he is a *tad bit* older than i would like to settle down with( kind of uncomfotable saying the number of years older he was) * feels ashamed* , and we have entirely diffrent views,* hides under table* he is nice to have a good conversation with , but he is not the type i would marry or settle down with. i could see him as a friend not a lover , so im back on the singles market again ;) and i have one more week till i go back to school , full time again ( oh joy ) ^_^ ~ anyway ... thanks for reading this ^_^

quick update

well , i am finnaly finished with my summer class , and i go back to college in 2 weeks, while im off i will try and draw some stuff , make some new funny videos for you tube and hopefully finish my alf mason video. ive been very tired these past few days.

ummm ..... im doing a little better on trying to lose my weight i am now at 270 ^_^
( im 90 pounds over what im suppose to be but i wast to lose about 20 or 30 puonds)

i am *hopefully* going to have a date this friday , so im very excited about that,

my hair has grown some ( yay! ) im having to take prenatal vitamins for it to grow, but anyway...

i hope i dont offend anyone with my deault picture , if i do tell me and i will delete it.

i really dont know what else to say , but thats about all thats happened recently.
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    me singing randomly